This can have happened to anyone

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Дата публикации: 16.06.2021
Год выпуска: 2020

1.            

For 3.5 years from May 2005 to November 2008, I lived with my family in Canada, I became a different person, love made me much better, I came to Russia, society could not accept me AS I became, resurrected, perfect, lady ..

2.            

We are baptized,

We are forgiven,

We are resurrected

And yet we are still alive

We carry His body, soul, and spirit

The Holy Abode is in you...

3.     

In Russia, I would not have felt so much love because I had it only in my loins.

4.     

I got married because I wanted to have children.

5.     

The husband's heart was closed. In the previous marriage, he suffered heavy emotional losses.

in marriage, i still continued to be lonely ..

6.     

In Canada, my soul became a fiancée...

7.     

My childhood unruly

8.     

I was baptized in the "narthex", a house on the territory of the Church, something like a bathhouse.

 I remember. dark walls, lit candles, priests investments, I'm in my underpants, my hands are folded, shy, I'm about 8 years old, brother Maxim is about 3 years old. Spiking, that such a baptism could have the opposite effect. Then we went out, and I looked at the Church, it was the tall white bell tower and spire.

9.     

"My mother"  I loved her very much.

10.       

She  was very strong, but why did she have so much rage against me? her condition: work, Bing, husband. She comes home from work tired, there is a mess, a wave of irritation, brings anger, and there is a cry, "war".

11.       

Mother without love,

war or slave, we are still children of war ..

12.       

Where to get blissful calmness, her heart is brought up on other ideals, "you must to do it" But how to ask, a request was fulfilled with joy? It is only through the love of Christ.

13.       

There were times of the USSR.

The church was weak.

Their faith is conscience, truthiness, honor...

and love, they have always waited...

14.       

They did not go to the temple, for them the temple is a priests candles, icons, darkness, ritual, fear.

15.       

And if something was needed in the church, the priests did not welcome the labor class.

Baptized? Baptized, here's a candle.

16.       

They placed a candle near of the icon,

The candle tel the story, The candle prayed,The candle crying trembling

Then faster flame, the stronger the prayer

17.       

For  Orthodox church the USSA was an enemy since thirties,   by revolution, almost  all temples were distracted

18.       

By Revolution,   

We built our own new world, Who was nothing, became everything,

We turned it upside down

19.       

And they began to build a workers-and-peasants ' country

The favor of Heaven was needed,

So that it was not only, out of duty but out of love

20.       

The leader was a Proletarian,

He had to pray,

But  the priests prayed only

21.       

We were not loved, by the Haven

Adolf came to occupy the territory

Set your own rules,

Which ones we don't know,

Of the two evils, we chose the greater one,

and we did not collect flowers for Adolf..

22.       

But Russia is still suffering from the Second World War,

A woman in Russia, still "consumable materials"

23.       

We have a great debt to the Motherland,

No one oppresses the labor class,

Free medicine,

Free education,

Lets live and  enjoy,

and they do not succeed,

instead of prayer, food only,

Just the food of the earth helped them,

They did not know the  food of Haven

24.       

Wanted justice, heaven on earth,

but strong rage, instead of strong love

25.       

But the newspaper "truth' was subscribed, that it is good that is bad they know, they saw where black is, where white is, there is a conscience."...........

26.       

My father was a Proletarian, the priests did not even touch his heard  and did not give  a cross to His mind

Work, home, and yet, he very tired and wants to watch news program "Time'

27.       

my mother made me costumes for the holidays, she wanted me to be the best and, of course, loved me too

28.       

Love-the movies we watched,  their heroes were our ideals

29.       

As a child, I always loved someone. With love, it was brighter in my environment, love helped me to live.

30.       

I was engaged in athletics, javelin throwing, I had a lot of physical strength

31.       

I was taken to a sports boarding school, but sports injuries, it was painful to throw

32.       

In 1990, i had an operation, "replaced the cruciate and lateral ligaments" of the left knee joint , with NATURAL ones

33.       

I got married in December 1996, and I wanted to have children.

34.       

The husband's heart was closed. In the previous marriage, he suffered heavy emotional losses, but  may soul continued to be lonely

35.       

He was not loved in his family, because of  his has not a lot of money but has   excellent education

36.       

I did not know the love of his heart, my soul continued to be lonely.

But Igor suited me because he didn't drink or smoke

37.       

He lived with parents and sister's family. Only 6 people in a two-room apartment. I lived in a room in a communal apartment

38.       

I was 26 years old, a physical education teacher.

39.       

He is 30 years old, an entrepreneur, who on the Internet, published an electronic computer magazine "Classifik-info"

40.       

I knew that friendship is the main thing for keeping family, I helped him earn money, and between us there was interest.

41.       

My husband had only such love for me

42.       

In August 1997 they gave birth to their son Stanislav

In December 1998, they gave birth to a daughter, Yulia

43.       

In 2000, we got married in church (because within he hated me) I didn't have a university degree

44.       

He working system administrator

45.       

In October 2001, we organized a company for refilling cartridges, I am the general director, I help him get a little more money, Then I was loved only with money.

46.       

I didn't know what it meant, home for the wife ,

Was out of the house, was not a wife

I loved my  job .. refilled cartridges, looked for customers

47.       

The organization began to bring a small income, having two small children, IT is DIFFICULT.

48.       

In 2005 they moved to Canada

49.       

 

50.       

I had to find a job to buy a house or apartment.

 

51.       

We began to visit the Orthodox Church on Sundays.
priests , we will be married,
I was surprised; I said that we were already married.

 

52.       

In 2006, she entered the retraining courses,

53.       

I entered a school where I was offered a choice of training in the most required professions.

54.       

I studied to become a system administrator for cisco, a large load of Books in English. There were information connections, Cisco enters into my mind and the teacher's love and interest in the subject. Quite recently, I told myself that I would never love anything again.

And so his love and interest in the subject is on my heart and for HIM

But Oh, these information connections convey not only information but also feelings, I passed the exams with a BANG

55.       

Very deeply struck in the heart, the arrow of love, was filled only with love. I couldn't breathe

56.       

I even wrote a letter and said - I love you.

But he said, I'm sorry, don't, and I went to the Temple. 

57.       

Я очень переживала ,  пришлось оставить школу , сидела дома с детьми

Stan 2 grade,  Yulia 1 grade

58.       

 And here is love, in my heart, I have changed, I have become much better

59.       

After this incident, I always prayed, read the Gospel, fasted, and did physical exercises

60.       

After the prayer, it became better, So my love for the person passed into the heavens abode of Jesus Christ

61.       

My soul  has become His «bride-room»

 

Jesus, the giver of those who ask, give me a cloak for my sins. Jesus, the acquisition of those who seek, dress my soul. Jesus Opener of those who speak, open my heart that is persevered. Jesus Redeemer of sinners, cleanse my iniquities. Jesus, son of God, have mercy on me.

 

62.       

And the world turned upside down for me, I felt that

I  beloved by Heaven

 and it was a great gift to me.

63.       

I should have prayed to remember and feel and it would have been easier for Him to keep my soul in His Heaven.

64.       

What is a sol?  

It is a note,   

A note and more,  

Salt is the cornerstone laid in the base of your home

To be prayed for, to be salted, to be sanctified, to be saved,  

What is salt is a  note and not only,  

It's prayer of yours

65.       

I found a job as a web designer but to stay in Canada  was hard spiritually

66.       

In March 2008, my children and I returned to Russia ,then my husband arrived.

67.       

In Russia, the husband began to adjust to the former person, in the heart of only work and nothing else

68.       

Сопротивлялась , держала душу которую любил Господь, 

69.       

I wanted my children to be in  my heart and this love for Christ to continue to live in me

70.       

In 2011, Sveta divorced her second spouse and ran away to a monastery. Because during their marriage, the first wife of the ex-husband died, she loved her husband but Sveta was a mistress, he chose her.

71.       

I filed for divorce , on the same day , the spouse comes home with him the spirit, and begins to spiritually put pressure on my head, invade my spiritual field "attack",I begin to pray the spirit departs , when I stop the spirit attacks , my soul is simply removed from the body, I cry, I'm scared, I pray the spouse looks , I want to run out of the apartment, the ex-husband blocks my way, I ask that he would move away , does not move away , the spirit continues to attack , it hurts, I begin to pray, and so for two hours the ex-husband was just watching.

My husband told me to go through life without me now, but I had to pick up the application for divorce, the next day.

The spiritual vertex of the head was broken

72.       

I worked as a physical education teacher at school

73.       

There is a lot to make in the world,

But I came to the church

74.       

In 2014, I went to my cousin Svetlana Chernyshova, in married  Fokina, to the village of Zhabry in the Pskov region, she had already lived for 3 years at the Church of the Mother of God according to the monastic charter together with my Mother (God rest her Soul) and two sisters Nadezhda and Valentina.

75.       

I lived with them for 1 month and wanted to stay with them, the decision was very deeply realized. Мother (her kingdom of Heaven) agreed to take me, I even called my family and told them about it

76.       

It was very difficult, but I understood that it would be more difficult to save myself  in the world, my husband did not love me,  I was fired from work..

77.       

But Vladyka did not bless mysellf, he said "go raise children" until adulthood.

78.       

I directed to work at the church

79.       

I said, "they don't pay enough there", he told me "well, what can we do"?,

80.       

I agreed,  In the church we do not go for money

81.       

I went back to my family,

Julia is 16 years old

Stas is 18 years old

82.       

In October 2014, I went to work in the refectory of the Alexandra-Nevsky Lavra as a cleaner, I cleaned the refectory and I was paid money for the work.

83.       

In the morning, the Secret Service, and then I went to work, "with God you can work in any occupation, " I humbled myself.

84.       

But this was for me a continue of my monastic life.

85.       

Here I go to this world with my monastic life

86.       

I kept my soul, which was  loved a little by Lord God

87.       

The church has more love for God, they have a spiritual inner circle ,  in the world everything is very difficult , the 10 commandments are only the first steps, spiritual laws are very important, as well , the Lord didn't break anything, we don't know them..

88.       

I came to the Temple and brought Lord God of mine, spiritual wealth of my soul..

89.       

And my Lord God became their Lord, and the priests may have felt that there was more of God, they were stronger, and they also tried to keep the soul that the Lord Loved, and the mansion of heaven  become more bigger, but I just worked  as cleaner in this hierarchies  

90.       

And priests were afraid, because in spirit they began to love me like Jesus Christ and to hate me because my husband do not love me like Jesus Christ , i am not  from ecclesiastical family..

91.       

There, in the mansion of heaven we are the people of Christ, we are equal before Him, but only before Him, I think they have the same rules, .THIS IS SOME KIND OF outcome, some kind of communism that we all strive for what we must come to. But here there is only a hierarchy

92.       

"This is the other side of their life."

93.       

Occupations, social networks, everyone is equal before God but only before Him

94.       

But we are not connected

and there is no bridges between us, only the love of Jesus Christ

He unites everyone by moving up vertically

- his love for God the Father

horizontally - our social networks

our level of love for Him

 There is the cross, is where the center of your heart?

95.       

Their should have given to my husband just a little of the love that they had, to the Lord of my God, they should have taken him to my heaven and made a family from us ,

96.       

They were going to bring me down from heaven to earth of my husband,

They spiritually entered my family and began to achieve their goal

97.       

We don't need, to be in happiness. the Priests have their own families

They didn't want to make us a happy family,

and save my husband,

Forgive him,

Fix him,

Recover him.

We are happy and my husband enter into  the holy Priesthood but he is not a priest.

98.       

But the husband does not love you from heart to heart and in Russia everything is according to the husband. Если тебя  муж нелюбит то нет у тебя очага семейного , есть конечно но ты там просто служанка If your husband does not love you, then you don't have a family hearth, in family house  you are just a servant there

99.       

I would must to leave my family and go to my mother’s home, she loved me a little.

100.  

I didn't leave, I continued to live in the family because I am a MOTHER too.

101.  

What is a mother in Russia ?

102.  

She is the mansion

She gives a heart

She loves

She is an example

She is the source

She's the real mother

103.  

My source –this is I am and knowledge , about Jesus Christ, this is my love to Him.  Люби ближнего как самого себя, встретился , говориш с собою если облёкся в И.Х.

104.  

And in the Church, the Spiritual circle  composed so, the head are  priests and the rest should be a part of them, which they should rule, for the glory of God fathers of  their

105.  

To continue work for the church I would must  to close up the source of my love

106.  

But I could not close up  my source ,

I wanted to live  by love and not only by duty

I would have been given God of  their father,

They would have freed me from the yoke-grand of my Jesse Christ and would have given  yoke of their

107.  

They offered bread and fish

They were gentle with their flock, they pitied them

because they could not love

And the people loved them in advance,

Priests served the God of the fathers, theirs or ours?

They took upon themselves their cross, but did not enter into it,

But we open the windows and doors  hearts of their and showed  the God  fathers of ours

And the priests showed themselves, showed their true attitude to the flock of theirs

108.  

 

I couldn't stop going to Secret Services because I felt the opposition.

I have not done anything bad specially. I was save my love , and I care about it.

If I stopped going, The Christianity was quickly taken from me, 

 

How many Women - unknown soldiers, who had freed from their great love, the priests just pass all her love to their wives, And there is no link to her heart that loved So much. And some could not change their lives, went into their cross-love and lived there and now  they in the underground prison, because  no one prays to them, we don’t know they, it is God  fathers' of ours

109.  

 

We are reborn

We Are Forgiven,

But we're still alive,

We are carrying the body the soul the spirit of  Jesus Christ

The Temple within us ,

 

Now You are in the Temple and what is there..

The home of God given to  churchmen ,

Father, are you the Son of God? Here's  mom of mine

The Priests is the owner of the House of God ,

This is the House of God the Fathers, His. and not of mine

Stick is vertical, do you love Christ?

Stick is horizontal, are you love flock that is herd of yours?

 

Father, are you the Son of God? Here's mom of mine

Earthly care is given to you,

Take care of yourself, teach if you can, dedicate, keep yourself , but don't close others

110.  

We are closed from Christ by the churchmen, and it is profitable for them to rule us in order to control our minds and souls, for the glory of the God of their fathers, but the God of their fathers is not the God of our fathers.

111.  

There are two ways to God as they say:

Inside,

 These are " those who don’t saw but those who are from Him"

They are strong and even stronger by God ..

Outside,

“ repair for your sins, do the deed” " the Lord will see and put His heart into you

112.  

But I continued to go to the Services of Christ and follow His commandments

You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your strength

Love your neighbor as yourself the rest of their derivatives

113.  

и вот приносила я сердце своё каждое утро в течении 5 лет на службу. .   

114.  

On this State of Love the kingdom of Heaven was built

115.  

I came,  as to a terrible judgment

116.  

But she should not be in the Temple, especially in our hearts. She is an abyss

117.  

Investigation to the core of my soul

118.  

But the Lord is our Father higher and stronger

But we live in the world, not in monostiry, we are worldly

119.  

Jesus Christ came into the world2

 

120.  

Breaking the tenth commandment , «do not envy» or «You shall not covet»

 

121.  

We must serve the Lord God,  He  must been always in our mind and do everything for the Glory of His

And priests  must keep His House and  bring pray to Him

122.  

Priests make sure that the people of the world must not be spiritually superior to them.

Because , «we don’t love each other and don’t pray a lot»

And we say, living in the world, the main thing is not to do evil more.

Jesus Christ is an common "PIE with love"

You have a specific task, take care of the temple,

keep history, teach, educate if you can,

Save yourself, but do not arise spiritually at the expense of us

123.  

I brought my prayers to the monastery of my Jesus Christ  and unwittingly I became spiritually  highest  all among the saints of the Monastery of Alecsandro-Nevskoy Lavra , Plus my physical exercises and fasting, and I am spiritually highest all , all hearts is mine

124.  

Priests began to be wary:

• our love, want to use for their own purposes

 

125.  

The priests began to investigate. Where is I  from

126.  

The mother is alone, she  goes to  the Church on the big holidays only

127.  

 And here is the Church of the Intercession of the Mother of God where I only lived for a month. A cousin of Sveta, she serves at the  church she is our, ecclesiastical, she can be trusted and my heart,  we can to pass on to her

128.  

Ей была отдана я, потому что после того как И.Х. меня спас.. Я жила и хотела что бы во мне жила, моя любовь к нему.  

129.  

Their decided to pass on my heart, my Easter mood, to my cousin Sveta, and she doesn't mind...

130.  

Easter mood ahead of Easter time   

Easter mood is  in the middle of Great Lent   

Easter mood is a good mood,   

Easter mood heart aflame

let be forever  

* * Eastertime-Easter Time

131.  

To honor her,  and pressed on me, to my former level

132.  

Priests began to make out a hero  of her and a traitor out of me (an apostate, an infidel) just because she serve in the church

133.  

All my "silk" was given to a servant of the Church, because only the servants of the Church can have such love for Jesus Christ. and I stole this spiritual treasure..

And then, everything that I got by pray for 9 years.

Тhey  wanted to make her and then pass me heart to their person, I am for them, a stranger, not church, worldly.

134.  

In the summer, in July, we went to my father's cemetery in Fishnevo , on the way we stopped in Zhabry to visit Sveta, they had a new resident Galina

The nun Nadezhda said about me ," Well, did you bring her to us»,

135.  

But I continued to go to the Holy Church of the Alexander Nevsky Lavra,

Who does she is?, I was misunderstood, condemned, and began to ruin

136.  

How much was the feeling (joy about Christ) and now I can't even feel it my heart was cut in two

137.  

My husband is spiritually changed, only we raise children together, He was given a blessing for a separate life, because I snore, but this is not so, we began to live separately.

138.  

Stas moved into our former room

139.  

Me and Yulia in the living room, husband in the kitchen

140.  

Stas did not like our two-bed sofa, he took it down to the trash

141.  

I was very worried. I raised the two-bedroom sofa to the 4th floor, put it on my side of the large room, but I never found the side walls, of course, my life was already destroyed, but for me it was just an artifact.

Stas was also spiritually changed

142.  

On the weekend I went

in Zhabry, there were many guests from Porokhov and also from St. Petersburg-Ira and her friends.

I came back to home, my sofa is still not there, the garbage can is empty

143.  

I tried to talk about my life with my cousin Sveta, but she avoided the conversation. But the next time we met, she still said that the mother of "Mikhail" (God rest her soul) freed me from the "charm"

144.  

The next day, after the trip, it was painful to take a deep breath, pain in the lower abdomen, instead of strength, pain, I couldn't even walk, I had to lie down for 3 days.

145.  

But I continued to go to the Holy Church of the Alexander Nevsky Lavra

146.  

We became more estranged  from each other

147.  

We asked for a blessing for a divorce,  but the spiritual father of the husband, Father Maxim, said that it was a SIN, that we do not give a blessing for a divorce      

148.  

And I found myself in a level where love turns into indifference,

149.  

My husband taked care of the children only by giving them money, but also received their gratitude, I kept the house in order and cooking

150.  

I keep my soul, I just go to church services, and this love helped me in all good things.

151.  

I come from the Church Service,

I am sublime and airy,

I open my Door,

Good morning Saying to you,

Peace to this house,

My Peace I will Give  you,,

152.  

But only after the Service I can talk

to the children from soul to soul, but it's not easy for them,

I was in Heaven and now on Earth.

Now my cross  is wooden

153.  

End of Service,

The Song of the Psalter,

Bows and bright eyes,

Open sky, high domes,

And you can hear the quiet breathing of the icons

154.  

And again below of zero.

Where only  the money and words

pass from the heart to heart

155.  

They took off the silk

They took off the matting

And again  naked ... I

156.  

They and we  

We and they  

They're not we  

We are not They 

 

Children, Money is our Business,  

And they are stronger with God  

 

They will go to God Heaven    

We will go to the children Adobe

  

Children are our future  

 

They are ready to give their lives for the Lord   

We also...  

 

We wanted to build a paradise on earth  

But We couldn't do it without love  

We lived by this idea                 

 

Peace to the world  

The world is at war  

 

A stranger among his own 

His own among a strangers

157.  

But I continue to go to the Holy Church of the Alexander Nevsky Lavra

158.  

If it were a simple worldly organization, but it is a Christian-Orthodox church

159.  

Me and husband  were in a distance but  In order  to save family, I gave  half of my part of the apartment to my husband, but it was too late, he was already another person

160.  

In Canada, I received the New Testament and returned to Russia, they give the Old Testament, they began to judge for the sins of my youth and look at my mother to find out who I am, whether there is property, prosperity, acquired spiritual dignity, they take away

161.  

Big and happy we enter into the church,

repent and bow down for the sins the parents of yours

162.  

And they are doing judgment, spiritually they were cast down

from Heaven to Earth,

 they were looking for a foundation,

Your husband doesn't love you, and we can't, the reason was found

 

It isn’t a sin, don’t love in the Orthodox church,

they are saints according to the law,

The world is in sin , and we are lying in it,- they say

 

We live in the world, we are worldly

But the Lord of our Father, is Higher and Stronger

And Christ came into the world

 

we are telling you, we are telling you,

your word is not alive,

it does not live in us

 

Violation of the Tenth Commandment do not be jealous

The world-we must keep the Lord God in mind

And church should served and lift Him

163.  

Stretching   helped me, I just breathed out the hate of my husband, which he got from churchmen and their wives and his siblings. We have not lived together for a long time. We only grow children

 

164.  

I was hired from the  work for reasons beyond their control

165.  

I couldn't work in the office , I needed fresh air. I went to work at the post office, the work is physically difficult , but it's easier with prayer:

Hail Mary, Blessed Virgin Mary

The Lord is with YOU,

blessed are you in women

and blessed is the fruit of the womb

I gave birth to YOUR Saviour,

Thou art our souls..

166.  

Came after delivery to the post office, there was more God in to myself

 

167.  

this state  by itself was passing on to the staff.  

168.  

Before the work, I went to church in the Alexander-Nevsky Lavra, so I saved my soul

169.  

but the team was not happy, in order to continue working it had to become a part of them, and the most wonderful in order to manage myself and I was a part of Jesus Christ

 

170.  

Fired...  the reason was found

171.  

The sisters with whom I lived at the Church of the Protection of the Mother of God did not want to take me back, because it was difficult to close me ..

 

172.  

Sveta is a good person - a holy soul, outside, but she does not love the spirit, but takes away grace. But they say, Spiritual treasure a thief does not steal and aphids undermine”.

 

173.  

Spirit and soul at opposite sites,

it happens to everyone,

when a person comes to the temple,

And there is no disagreement between spirit and soul,

when honey is on the tongue,

but on the heart, stone

174.  

We did not enter yet, we are on the doorstep not in the Temple.

And then the whole world is a theater, and we are actors in it.

Just a perfect picture and not life, on another site its, jealousy and anger

When sincere, the heart is the head

175.  

MEANS THERE IS NO SECOND BOTTOM How to achieve harmony of soul and spirit when everything is sincere, otherwise we remain in the doorstep, and we will not enter the temple HIS "On the tongue of honey and on the heart FEEL THE SECOND BOTTOM."

176.  

Love the enemy?

Would you love your loved one

When he's stronger and higher

177.  

I turned to Him but it is difficult to go now, destroyed by resistance, and faith in justice and now there is snot where love should be and my left hand hurts

178.  

When two years have passed, I had to go to the monastery the children are students they need me, I continue to raise children, (mostly I was at home cleaning and cooking, went to the temple and prayed for the family ) it was hard to leave the house

179.  

I listened to the sermon to Christ, Said "In Truth"

turned  around and went the way of my life to Him

Or is this the fate of only the chosen ones?

180.  

And now, resentment, guilt, emptiness,

do not forgive anything

to shorten the heart and soul

God will forgive,

He forgives everyone,

He lets go of all debts

The region of my heart

Resentment and there should be love

You will forgive and it will not be

 

181.  

Priests influence me through my family , my ex-husband keeps me away from himself, goes to church alone, says that it is impossible to talk about me together , we begin to sort things out. Through him, they begin to ruin me spiritually, and everyone said yes, this is right, well, she stole this heart

182.  

Relatives followed the bad example of the clergy began to turn the children against me, (I earn little money) I began to hear you are interfering with life, from my husband, they say go live with your Grandmother

183.  

In May 2018, we divorced by mutual consent , I saw extreme disrespect from my spouse because I didn't earn enough

184.  

My daughter's soul was badly damaged, she studied at a construction and architectural college was all about architecture, a big program, it was very difficult, they paid 48 thousand per trimester for 3 years, the ex-husband decides not to pay for her studies..

185.  

Yulia is crying I can't work on the computer/  she was given  another soul, she says I don't like the profession.

186.  

For Yulia, it was a strong psychological trauma, she studied so much and as a result, she has no education.

187.  

I decided to raise funds of 48 thousand rubles myself to pay for the trimester, ask my relatives for 10,000 thousand rubles each

As a result

* Tanya Tarasova said there is no money;

* Aunt Lipa said she can't;

* Maxim said he will try to find;

* Mom said it would help;

* Fira Nikolaevna Tarasova didn't even open the door ;

188.  

Later, she even turned to the Psychoneurological Dispensary No. 3 of the Krasnogvardeysky district

189.  

And she went to work as a saleswomen at Watsons

190.  

Yulia is being dismantled, everything holy is being taken away for their own, they have taken her head and now they are making a sinner out of her.. (The head is her profession, architecture) The father whom she loved betrayed her, and relatives on his side.

191.  

Yulia's was  soul enchanted  to her father, and she loved him very much (he took her love), but he pushed her away and said: "Yulia, I give you money, go to the store, and she went and bought something for herself," and money is the equivalent of love for her, and He returns her soul to Yulia through money-love;

192.  

The family of my ex-husband's sister Tatiana Tarasova

193.  

He is Alexander Vakhabov, exalted, refined, a genius, a Muslim, Skinny as " koshchey"

194.  

She is Tatiana Tarasova,   «his sheep, insidious, kindness itself from the outside, bile flows over the edge on her fellow slaves.»

195.  

Children Anna and Nikita are their salvation, everything is for them

196.  

My children Yulia and Stanislav are expendable for them, Anna and Nikita have the souls of my children

197.  

And Staska under Nikitka, who works on the stock exchange, takes away his Si-energy at night..

198.  

Stas is 22 years old, he is worried that he does not have a girlfriend of his life , only a dad who takes his feelings, gives indifference to life

199.  

THE PROOFS ARE THE RESULT

200.  

I am divorced. The church where we got married and went on Sundays divorced us..

201.  

For love, I got , God knows.

Love the enemy but the enemy has become even greater

Pray for your enemies, bless them.

Вut in a world that is not united by a great idea there are different laws now

202.  

RESULT

• Children, seeing such an attitude towards their mothers, have lost respect for their mothers.

• I earn little money

• they are fired from work for reasons beyond their control (they wanted me to become a part of them, and I am a part of I.Kh.)

 • children receive money  from their father and with them disrespect for me

• you can't get a job in my specialty

• after 20 years of family life, I give part of my apartment to my spouse, but my spouse and I were divorced, nevertheless

• Daughter Julia leaves college six months before graduation, father

• After Julia left the College, the Spouse passed the 1c Professional exam

 

203.  

They are taking away my destiny,

I’ was a mother of two children. had good family, they give me another destiny ,

They opened up the casket of my soul through Jesus Christ and put their own order in it.

204.  

They want me to forget my history, Jesus Christ, to become my old self,

Because I'm not  serve church, I live among you in the world, but with a very circumcised heart, now it's only in my loins again,

but exercise helps me.

205.  

Since Sveta my cousin  is a saint, through myself, she was helped by the priests of the Alexandro-Nevsky Lavra and their wives to create a Heaven , “For my account”, where the hearts of  their of their wives and the most powerful chosen people in the past , because she serves for the church. And my domestic church, there were all this hearts  is destroyed, reined ,this is my family but not at all

206.  

Once, when Sveta came to St. Petesburg, she said that nun Miphila had freed me from "charm" which was not true. It was a great gift I received from Canada. It was all my spiritual efforts.  But I am still spiritually   alive.

Being the original source that is constantly ruined. I and my children

207.  

The church oppresses me, they have entered spiritually into my family and do not love me , have turned my life into anything, they try to disqualify me, remove me, first spiritually then physically, because I hinder many: 14 people and only those I know, they are given my source in  abode of theirs .

They ruined of me, they “dug a pit for themselves and got there”,

I mean, then deeper the pit, the worse it is for them.

But the church does not want to admit that with me a secular woman, did so

208.  

The secular people are not enter in the Church, it is the flock for the Shepherd, and the flock is his children whom the Shepherd does not love, because in the world again love is only in the loins now...

Secular people in the church are not included, they are only in the narthex "herd" - priests feed them, the question is who to whom.

209.  

I want to return to Canada where I was reborn

210.  

All this is from the field of psychology we are realists we need facts and evidence

211.  

Psychology, the science of the soul and what is the soul?

This  is our conscience, a spark of God, a drop of the Virgin

212.  

And why then this Hierarchy, to whom they pray,  let’s show us your God

213.  

God is an invisible, all-powerful spirit , We pray to him and He comes, Heals and we believe He is in us

214.  

PetroKomplektService

Me and my ex-husband are the creators, founders of this company

215.  

Now continues to work, my brother Maxim is the director there, located close to the Lavra But the staff of the PKS immediately took me badly

 

216.  

Aleksandro Nevsky Lavra knew me as a cleaner, but as I wrote, this job was for me not  for money in the temple, mainly for women, only for cleaning

217.  

As I have already written, I could not stop going to secret services because I felt opposition, if  I stopped going, I thought, then my Christianity was quickly taken from me, and transferred to their  person , my cousin Svetlana

218.  

Also, after the service, I went to PetroКomplektService , the priests  wanted to find my new place there,  I do not want  to do such busses again, all day long to work, as result “to search  and do not  find”  I mean love .

219.  

because I understood that it would be difficult to find some any job to make money.

220.  

The priests realized that it was not so easy to "push  me off  the path" and began to spiritually invade this organization , the staff of this company just hate me, without any reason.

221.  

employees of Petrokomplektservice, Kovalenko N. Lapteva N. Bezgodova N. To transfer my spiritual wealth - my spiritual family to them, and they do not mind. 

222.  

They did not want to make us a happy family and save the ex-husband

223.  

They divorced us and took our love for themselves, they have their own families

224.  

When I was fired from the Lavra, I and summed up the period of my life:

225.  

·        They firmly believe in the bad, then they look for a reason for punishment and do not find it

·        Investigation to the depths of the soul, cut down at the root, the foundation of the earth, put an equal sign and say believe it, it's you.

·        There is no joy for a person, They take away spiritual wealth, gold and love,

  • They open the casket of our soul take everything from there that their want and try to put their own order there
  • They invade the family, thereby ruining it, for theirs

226.  

And we live in the world, we are not servants of the church, we are not your own for you, just like Jesus Christ, He came into the world

227.  

For a period of six years in the monastery at the church of the "Intercession of the Mother of God"

* The nun Nadezhda got married , is now expecting a child

* Nun Galina lives in the world ,

* Mikhail's mother, aka the nun Anna, died

• The nun Alexandra came,

now only my sister Sveta (she is also a nun Kristina, a nun Olga, a tinderbox Fatina) and a nun Alexandra live at the church of the Intercession of the Mother of God, the village of" Zhabry "of the Pskov region.

228.  

Встречаете по одёжки по специальности, а провожаете по чему? 

229.  

The Lord is high,

He descended into hell

And he ascended to his Father

Have you ever lived in hell?

Everyone must have their own place,

You  took your place, already

And we don't mind , but only with God

And you have taken God from us,

He gave his life  for our life  and you, ours  life give for your own life

Who is your God?

230.  

Close up, pretend, put on your vestments

Before they figure you out

 

But better

Put on the vestments and believe that it is you

231.  

Parishioners are counted to the monastery by specialty

232.  

Then everything unnecessary for work is taken away to the adobe of the church,

They leave :

·        A sip of faith;

·        A little memory of children;

  • A little joy, surprise by nature; 

233.  

In the world, spiritual wealth is taken away, everything is equal, and this is our Church, parish;

234.  

our  goals did not match , I was saved already, them need  to be saved yet

235.  

In August 2020, to work as an assistant teacher, she must receive a decision of the medical psychiatric commission.

236.  

When I applying to the neuropsychiatric dispensary N5 at the place of residence, I passed several tests, and began to fill out a questionnaire of 350 questions.

237.  

I was tired it was the end of the day I get hungry I want to buy some food.

Since I was carrying a questionnaire and a helium pen in my left hand, the questionnaire was accidentally crossed out with a pen, I asked for a clean questionnaire, they told me that it was okay, the answers could still be made out, I continued

238.  

I answered 115 questions Then I asked if I could continue tomorrow, since it was evening, there was no time, they told me you can,

 

I filled out by 115 questions every day in my free time

239.  

На следующий день заместитель главного врача по лечебной работе, решение выдать отказались и предложила мне пройти лечение в дневном стационаре, 

На вопрос какое основании она имеет, она сказала,- «потому что вы  три дня заполняли анкету», я сказала , «С вашего согласия».

Наследующей день я прошла обследование в психо-неврологическом диспансере №3 Адмиралтейского района, это было стандартное аппаратное обследование, где выводы делаются на основании объективных данных. Я  получила справку по для работы. 

Пришла снова в диспансер № 5 для того чтобы спросить откуда в диспансере моя  мед. карточка , я ни когда не обращалась за помощью в диспансер

Заведующая,  стала спрашивать  про семью, что не имело отношение к моему вопросу,  я информацию не открывала.  Псутствовали ещё два врача.

 Но после того как я почувствовала (психологическое влияние) а именно страх и не уверенность,  Мне пришлось достаточно жёстко сказать, что они не правы,что не выдали мне справку, я ни когда не обращалась за помощью в психоневрологический диспансер, карта фальсифицирована.

Меня попросили подождать в коридоре. Пока они посовещаются «что со мной делать», я сказала мне некогда ждать, и ушла.

240.  

Церковь должна нам открыть всю информацию мы ждём. Начался 21 год вступил в силу  21 век,  мир меняется , советский лагерь уходит в прошлое , остался только православный мир (но христианко- слово сократили),  в храме нет любви , мы все для любви очень низки , только законы и правила , мы не знаем о них, 10 заповедей это основные кирпичи, и что значит православие без христианство .

241.  

Мы ждём перемен, Ждём,  но они начинают действовать  на  ум и на душу, цели размываются , приоритеты меняются.  Я прошу помощи,  посвить  цель и идти вперёд к ней.

242.  

Сейчас моя обитель очень проста, Там суд  

Там  молитва моя, которой очень плохо, потому что низка и очень много надо мною..  и еще там физкультура

243.  

Можно сказать что это вам просто кажется но если так,

то всё что вокруг нас это просто мираж,

На самом деле этого  как и вас, 

Он вас не видит как и вы Его сейчас..

244.  

В определении  «не подлежит данному суду», потому что это не видимо?,  они святые , не любить это не грех  и на это всё строится, но у нас есть  доказательства

ДОКАЗАТЕЛЬСТВА ЭТО РЕЗУЛЬТАТ

·         Не исполнение обязанностей церкви перед членом церкви  (молилась, надеялась, верила, терпела, Отцы Александро-Невской Лавры не узнав меня осудили )

·         Меня развели с супругом (несмотря на то что, я отдала  бывшему супругу, часть своей квартиры после 20 лет совместной жизни)

·         Признание церковного брака не действительным происходит только через год, но священник Фома меня не развел, насаживает матушку Михалу (царство ей небесное)

·         Дочь Юлию лишили профессии, оставила колледж за 6 месяцев до диплома, родственники отказались платить за обучение,

·         На работу по специальность меня не берут;

·         Сыну Стасу 22 года он переживает что у него нет подруги жизни , только папа который берёт его чувства, даёт безразличие к жизни;

·         Родственники видя плохой пример духовенства , последовали ему

245.  

На праздник крещение Господне я провела вторую Акцию

Потому что  я многим очень мешаю,

Во время проповеди

Я сказала громко  Что в вас нет духа истины , мою жизнь за свою отдаёте , себя любите больше .Охранник подошёл и вывел  из храма .

Пока мы шли по направлению к выходу, он сказал что «всё ещё только начинается». Перед  тем как выйти перекрестилась. охраннику не понравилось, он стал меня грубо выталкивать. 

Первую акцию я провела в декабре. Во время проповеди я сказала что,

" вы разрушили мне семью, я подам на вас в суд"

 

Но  Христос не виноват!

246.  

 

200.       

Юлию разбирают, всё святое отнимают для своих, голову взяли и теперь, делают из неё грешницу.. (Голова это её профессия, архитектура) Отец которого она любила предал её, и родственники с его стороны.

200.       

Юлию разбирают, всё святое отнимают для своих, голову взяли и теперь, делают из неё грешницу.. (Голова это её профессия, архитектура) Отец которого она любила предал её, и родственники с его стороны.

201.       

Приворожили Юлину душу   к её отцу и она любила его очень сильно (он взял её любовь), но он её оттолкнул и сказал,- «Юличка на тебе деньги иди сходи в магазин, и она пошла и купила что-то себе» и деньги для неё это эквивалент любви, и Он через деньги возвращает Юлии её же душу-любовь;

202.       

Семья сестры моего бывшего супруга Тарасовой Татьяны

203.       

Он Вахабов Александр возвышенный, утончённый, гений, мусульманин, Тощий как "кощей"

204.       

Она Татьяна Тарасова, овца его, коварная, сама доброта с наружи, желчь течёт через край на её ближних-рабов.

205.       

Дети Анна и Никита спасение их, всё ради них

206.       

Мои дети Юлия и Станислав для них расходный материал

207.       

души моих детей у Анны и Никиты

208.       

А. Стаська под Никиткой который работает на фондовой бирже, забирает у него Си энергию по ночам

209.       

Стасу 22 года он переживает что у него нет подруги жизни , только папа который берёт чувства его, даёт безразличие к жизни

210.       

ДОКАЗАТЕЛЬСТВА ЭТО РЕЗУЛЬТАТ 

211.       

Я разведена, Храм в котором мы венчались и ходили по воскресеньям нас развёл

212.       

за любовь я получила невесть Возлюби врага но враг стал ещё больше Молитесь за врагов своих , благословляйте их но в мире который не объединён великой общей целью сейчас другие законы

214.       

РЕЗУЛЬТАТ

• Дети видя такое отношение отца к матери уважение к матери потеряли 

• мало зарабатываю денег 

• с работы увольняют по не зависящем от них причинам, ( они хотели чтобы я стала часть их , а я часть И.Х.) 

 • дети получают средства от супруга а с ними неуважение ко мне 

• по специальности работу не найти уже 

• через 20 лет семейной жизни я отдаю часть своей квартиры супругу, но нас с супругом развели , всё же  

• Дочь Юлия оставляет колледж за шесть месяцев до диплома, родственники не дают знаниями пользоваться, они за колледж платили 

• После того как Юлия оставила Колледж , Супруг сдал экзамен 1с Профессионал 

215.       

When I met my cousin, she said that the nun Mihailova said she freed me from the "Charm"

The Church oppresses me, made my life down to nothing, and they are trying to disqualify me, delete me, first spiritually, then physically, because I'm in the way a lot of people 14 people, and those are just the ones I know

They  ruin on me , they “dug a hole for themselves and got there”,

that is, the deeper the hole, the worse it is for them.

But the church does not want to admit that she have done so badly to me  a сivil woman. Because this is happening secretly invisible not clearly

Civilian people do not enter the church, they are only "grazed" in the narthex – they are fed, the question is who is who.

They take away my Christian life from me, they don't give me anything,

I can't say prayers? my vision has become more worse

They want me to forget my history, Jesus Christ, to become the same,

because I do not serve in the church, I serve among you in this world, but with a very circumcised heart, now it is only in the loins again,

but physical education helps me

Since sisters nuns are holy through me, I am their spiritual mother , they are still ruining me.

But my cousin is now the source herself also, her Heavenly Abode has created "on my bones" there the hearts of the priests of the Alexander-Nevsky Lavra, their wives and powerful chosen people in the past and present

But I still have the original source, and everyone knows this, but they do not want to admit that they are doing wrong with me as a civilian woman.

216.       

The civil ones are not included in the higher Church , they are a flock for the Pastor , and the flock is his  spiritual children, whom the Pastor does not love, indeed because in the world again love is only in the loins now..

217.       

I want to return to Canada where I was regenerated

218.       

All this is from the area of psychology, we are realists we need facts, figures, evidence.

219.       

Psychology, the science of the soul and what is the soul, this is our consciousness, a spark of God, a drop of the Virgin.

220.       

And why all this hierarchy, to whom? they pray, lets us see your God.

221.       

God is an invisible, all-powerful spirit, We pray to him and He comes Heals and we believe He is in us

222.       

PetroComplectService -Me and my ex-husband are the creators, founders of this organization Which was found  before to go to Canada

223.       

ПетроКомплектСервис продолжал  работу, директором там мой брат Максим , расположен близко от Лавры, я конечно уборщица но не только, я создатель ПетроКомплектСервис

Через мост перейти в 18 век попаду

через дорогу перейти в 20 ве приду

224.       

Лавра знала меня как уборщицу, но эта работа для меня была не для денег, для женщин там в основном по приборке

225.       

Не смотря что меня уволил я продолжала ходить а службы чтоб сохранить свою любовь

 Не могла прекратить  потому что , почувствовала противостояние,  если  прекратила , ходить  то у меня быстро взяли моё Христианство которое помогало мне во всём хорошем (см.109 п.)

Если бы сбросили меня

 с небес на землю

было бы больнее,

Меня провожали я сопративлюлась

но пока жива

226.       

Так же после службы я шла в ПетроКомплектСервис, потому что  хотела найти  там свое новое место, потому что я понимала что, найти что то еще будет тяжело что бы заработать деньги. Но сотрудники этой организации возненавидел меня направно

227.       

Батюшки поняли это и стали духовно входить в эту организацию, старались мне помочь что бы я снова стала «бизнесменшей»

228.       

Я не хотела стать прежней «Найти жемчужену, потом искать и ненайти её».  работа нон-стоп ,  но работать в их офисе было тюжело целый день.

229.       

Чтобы меня разрушить окончательно сотрудникам ПетроКомплектСервис , Коваленко Н. Лаптевой Н. Безгодовой Натальи Стали Передавать моё духовное богатство- мою духовную семью им а они не против. 

230.       

231.       

Счастливые мы не нужны были, Они не хотели сделать нас Счастливой  семьёй и спасти бывшего супруга

232.       

Они нас развели и  нашу любовь взяли себе, у них свои семьи

233.       

234.       

а когда меня уволили из Лавры я заходила туда и подводила итоги периода моей жизни:

235.       

Крепко верят в плохое, затем, ищут основание для наказание и не находят 

Расследование до глубины души, рубят под корень, основание земное , ставят знак равенства и говорят поверь то это ты.

236.       

·         Нет радости за человека, Отбирают духовное богатство, золото любовь, 

·         Открывают ларец нашей души берет е от туда всё что хотите без разрешения

·         Вторгаются в семью, тем самым разоряют, её якобы для достойных, по их мнению..

237.       

Почему вы такие? Зато мы духовно богаты, говорите вы.  

238.       

Но это не ваша это наша семья мы её заслужили, 

239.       

А мы живём в мире, мы не служители храма мы для вас не свои, как и Иисус Христос , Он в мир пришёл 

240.       

Да я дочь швеи -уборщицы , для вас не всё равно ?!

241.       

Встречаете по одёжки по специальности, а провожаете по чему? 

242.       

Господь высок,    
Он снизошёл в ад     
И к Отцу своему вознеся     
А вы в аду не жили ,     
Каждому своё место, 

Вы место своё заняли   
А мы не против , но только с Богом

Вы Бога у нас взяли,   
Он жизнь свою за нас отдал ,     
А вы нашу жизнь,    
За свою отдаёте    
Кто Бог ваш?
 

243.       

Закройся притворись, одень облачение    
Пока не раскусили тебя    

Но лучше    
Одень  облачение и поверь что это ты 

244.       

Прихожане причисляются к обители по специальности

245.       

Затем всё не нужное по их мнению отбирается, в обитель храма Оставляют :

·        Веры глоток;

·        Немного памяти о детях;

·        Немного радости , удивления природой; 

246.       

В миру духовное богатство отнимают , все поровну и это наша Церковь, приход;

247.       

Цели не совпали , я была спасена а вам надо было ещё спасаться

248.       

В 2019 году Я работала курьерам , разносила  Деловой Петербург , часть  города между ст.метро  Московские Ворта и Фрунзенская , также  там  Ново-Девичий Монастырь

Я почувствола что всё затирают, Христа моего разоряют , колодец мой засыпаю , Иго  Христово, но церковь шаткая, мелкая у меня нет уже той сылы и высоты

Я пошла в Следственные Органы Российской Федерации, Написала Заявление о том что не могу найти работу так как в Александро-Невской Лавре меня духовно разорили и  (мешают найти работу по специальности)

Что разведена, выжата и выбрашена . Они ответели через 2 недели,-«Обращайтесь в Центр Занятости»

249.       

Разодрали меня на куски, вы не правы, помните к чему мы стремились а к чему пришли. К коммунизму!!! 

Век Пост Революционный, Век Пост Совестный

За период в шесть лет  в обители при храме «Покрова Божий Матери»  

·        Монахиня Надежда вышла за муж , сейчас  ждёт ребёнка

·        Монахиня Галина живет  в миру ,

·        Матушка Михайла она же монахиня Анна  умерла

·        Пришла монахиня Александра,

·        сейчас ,  только моя сестра Света (она же монахиня Кристина, монахиня Ольга , трутница Фатина) и монахиня Александра живут при храме  «Покрова Божий Матери» деревня «Жабры»  Псковской области.

250.       

В августе 2020 года  для работы в должности помощника воспитателя,  должна получить, решение врачебной психиатрической комиссии.

При обращении в психоневрологический диспансер №5 по месту жительства  Я прошла несколько тестов, и стала заполнять анкету из 350 вопросов, был конец рабочего дня я пошла купить еды. Так как я несла анкету и гелиевую ручку в левой руке, анкета случайно была зачеркана ручкой, вернулась попросила чистую  анкету мне было сказано, что ни чего страшного, ответы и так можно разобрать, я продолжила.

На вопрос могу ли я продолжить завтра,  так как был вечер, времени не было,  мне сказали можете, заполняла по 115 вопросов каждый день в свободное от основных дел время.

На следующий день заместитель главного врача по лечебной работе, решение выдать отказались и предложила мне пройти лечение в дневном стационаре, 

На вопрос какое основании она имеет, она сказала,- «потому что

 

 вы  три дня заполняли анкету», я сказала потому что, С вашего согласия.

На следующей день я прошла обследование в психо-неврологическом диспансере №3 Адмиралтейского района, это было стандартное аппаратное обследование, где выводы делаются на основании объективных данных. Я  получила справку  для работы. 

Пришла снова в диспансер № 5 для того чтобы спросить откуда в диспансере моя  мед. карточка , я ни когда не обращалась за помощью в диспансер

Заведующая,  стала спрашивать  про семью, что не имело отношение к моему вопросу,  я информацию не открывала.  Присутствовали ещё два врача.

 Но после того как я почувствовала (психологическое влияние) а именно страх и не уверенность,  Мне пришлось достаточно жёстко сказать, что они не правы,что не выдали мне справку, я ни когда не обращалась за помощью в психоневрологический диспансер, я подумала что карта фальсифицирована.

Меня попросили подождать в коридоре. Пока они посовещаются «что со мной делать», я сказала мне некогда ждать, и ушла.

251.       

Церковь должна нам открыть всю информацию мы ждём. Начался 21 год вступил в силу  21 век,  мир меняется , советский лагерь уходит в прошлое, и мы не перешли , не пришли к тому к чему стремились, но нас спасла вера в Иисуса Христа в нашей стране это православие и всем миром пошли за ним , и примяли на себя не любовь их.

 христианко- слово сократили),  в храме нет любви , мы все для любви очень низки , только законы и правила , мы не знаем о них, 10 заповедей это основные кирпичи, и что значит православие без христианство .

252.       

Мы ждём перемен, Ждём,  но они начинают действовать  на  ум и на душу, цели размываются , приоритеты меняются.  Я прошу помощи .

253.       

Сейчас моя обитель очень проста, Там суд  

Там  молитва моя, которой очень плохо, потому что низка и очень много надо мною.тех которые меня не любят.  и еще там физкультура

254.       

Можно сказать что это вам просто кажется но если так,

то всё что вокруг нас это просто мираж,

На самом деле этого нет  как и вас, 

Он вас не видит как и вы Его сейчас..

255.       

В определении  «не подлежит данному суду», потому что это не видимо?,  они святые , не любить это не грех  и на этом всё строится, но у нас есть  доказательства

ДОКАЗАТЕЛЬСТВА ЭТО РЕЗУЛЬТАТ

·         Не исполнение обязанностей церкви перед членом церкви  (молилась, надеялась, верила, терпела, Отцы Александро-Невской Лавры не узнав меня осудили )

·         Меня развели с супругом (несмотря на то что, я отдала  бывшему супругу, часть своей квартиры после 20 лет совместной жизни)

·         Признание церковного брака не действительным происходит только через год, но священник Фома меня не развел, насаживает матушку Михалу (царство ей небесное)

·         Дочь Юлию лишили профессии, оставила колледж за 6 месяцев до диплома, родственники отказались платить за обучение,

·         На работу по специальность меня не берут;

·         Сыну Стасу 22 года он переживает что у него нет подруги жизни , только папа который берёт его чувства, даёт безразличие к жизни;

·         Родственники видя плохой пример духовенства , последовали ему

256.       

Заложила крест, серьгу, золотую цепочку, не хотела  ни кому мешать жить, поехать на заработки в Канаду , сделала первый взнос как написано на сайте ,  прошло 3 месяца , нет ни каких документов, я сново пишу.ю мне предлогают заплатить ка курьервсую доставку я беру в долг,  плачу сново жду но не получаю не чего

257.       

Света не хочет меня отпускать, зарещает не гласно, хочет чтобы я не была

258.       

На праздник крещение Господне я провела вторую Акцию

Потому что  я многим очень мешаю,

также Утром  я и Юлька подрались, только такая любовь межлу нами , или безразличие , через неё мне говорят ты не мать. Потом я пошла на службу в Лавру

Во время проповеди

Я сказала громко  Что :

В вас нет духа истины 

Мою жизнь за свою отдаёте 

Себя любите больше .

Охранник подошёл и вывел  из храма .

Пока мы шли по направлению к выходу, он сказал что «всё ещё только начинается». Перед  тем как выйти перекрестилась. охраннику не понравилось, он стал меня грубо выталкивать. 

Первую акцию я провела в декабре. Во время пропоеди я сказала что,

" вы разрушили мне семью, я подам на вас в суд"

Юлька стала не стесняться своей наготы, я с этим ни чего не могу поделать , единственное сказать сухо, что это не прилично.

7 июля в день Иона Крестителя  я сказала : -

" Я должна сказать, что они должны покаяться ",  

народ  молча продолжал стоять , смотреть и крестится, но я причастилась и  молча продолжала креститься  со всеми , после службы подошла к знакомой Людмиле, спросила,-"сможешь мне помочь" , она ответила  нет.

2014-2015 годы Была такая Ира. Она бегала по площади Александра Невского , иногда замирала, сложив ладони у шеи  молилась, мы думали она не в себе. Я подумала ВСЁ теперь моя очередь пришла вместо неё.

Прихожане наверное думают так и обо мне. На мои акции ни кто внимания не обращает, подошли бы сказали   "чего тебе надобно Женщина" 12 июля собрала все документы и отнесла в Патриархию мою историю "Это могло произойти с каждым"  и доказательства. для Иегумена Александро-Невской Лавры Архимандрита Стефана

 

Но  Христос не виноват!

259.       

 Сейчас дочь мне говорит что я Бедная 

"Бедность не порог"- отвечаю я, всё познаётся в сравнении. у нас конечно есть всё необходимое

"Была бы любовь"- , говорят,  всё остальное приложится, а у нас они её отнимают, дают раздор..

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